- I GAVE, dammit!
I still can't believe it when I see Emma. She's come such a long way, no doubt due to the excellent care she gets from you and Ben. I'm glad she's in a home that allows her to be herself.
Gentle kisses to Beibei. Deb is right, she is aging gracefully.
- Obey My Authority
I am just going to paste an email I wrote to a good friend here...
It was another long night for Beibei at the vet, she was given sub-que and oxygen.
I am not sure how much longer i can go on with this, I know the tumor is either shifting or growing.
When they removed the needle from her back, a puddle of water and blood trickled down her gorgeous white hair, I told ben I literally felt that *life* was slowly leaving her.
As if her remaining life, is defined by the perimeter of that pool of bloody waters.
No no no, I no want this...
I want her to look at me with bright eyes, to paw at me to demand for love and attention.
I want her to be her sassy self when they pinch the flesh on her back.
I want her to be my beibei again, the beibei who doesn't take no shit from anyone.
Just hold my hands... and say no more.
Little Beibei, we all love you so much!...
Big hugs to you momo and to buji, whatever happens, you've been such great piggie parents and the piggies who've been lucky to be with you two, have been one of the happiest in this world.
Don't scare us, Beibei! Get better little princess!