<3 She looked very sweet like this. Having such a close bond and connectedness is a feeling not everyone truly experiences, at least in what I have sensed with talking with many. I think you have had something very special with her. I know I have felt this bond with mine. And "didn't deserve the bad stuff", what I was just thinking yesterday. I wish we could take on these things for them, they don't deserve to have to go through them. And I think of that more when they've already had some struggles in their pasts.